Thank You

I said,"It's been a long time I've thought this deep."
Because I don't feel like going there.
Because I am scared.
Because I didn't have anyone to talk to.
Those are just excuses - I lost myself.

I forgot how it was like to think deep.
I forgot that this world isn't just about me.
I forgot that life isn't just about finding a special someone to spend the rest of your life.
I forgot what it was like to be loved, to be cared for, when everything around has become so virtual.

It's scary how I've been nowadays;
How much I despise altruism,
How skeptical I am towards it.
How I honor selfishness and superficiality.

Thank you, for reminding me why we were such close friends then.
Thank you, for reminding why until now you still have a special place in my heart.
Thank you, for never losing your direction, which is why I found myself again through you.

There's so much I want to share, to share with the world, to share with my friends and family.
There's so much I hope to achieve - not my results, not the internship, not the dream car, not any of those.

I want to share my concern, my love and my time.

But why, am I still crying alone in the cold, dark room?