Monday, July 31, 2006

Manifestation of Insecurity?

Been back on the sunny island for two weeks plus, and have met several different groups of friends; but each meeting has left me feeling different about myself - either good or lousy.

Think there are times that I've been trying too hard to impress, that in retrospect, I must have sounded very arrogant. Will I get a chance to redeem it? *hope so*

There are times too, I know I could have been more tactful and diplomatic about certain things, but I just didn't bother and make people suffer crap from me. The unwarranted flarings as well; emotions that didn't surface when I was living by my own. *sigh*

All these are obviously my own doing and no one else's fault. Need to 调养, 'cos it's unfair to others. But how? Need help!

P.s. Manhanttan Fish Market @ Plaza Singapura has left me feeling queasy =(

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