It sucks to wake up feeling that sense of emptiness.
Knowing there are things I'd love to share but there's no point anymore.
The places I would love to go together,
The movies I want to watch with you.
What can I do?
I tried to show you my best,
I tried to give you my all,
But it was never good enough for you.
I wish I could cry away this hurt,
But the tears refused to fall.
I didn't mind being treated like a rag,
If I could bring you happiness.
But I became a fool and I was losing myself.
Then I realized, I can never be the one who make you happy,
Because your heart is not here at all，and will never be.
I'm sorry, almost sorry about my existence in your life.
They don't understand how can I fall so hard in such a short time,
Neither do I. But trust me, it hurts.
It hurts to see how happy you can be without me,
It hurts to realize you never felt proud of me,
It hurts to suspect all I was was a time filler,
It hurts to know you don't even care, when I'm in pain here..
It hurts... But I can't bring myself to walk away, so all I can do is to hide.
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