Wednesday, July 20, 2011

物の哀れ

Life's been in a topsy turvy situation recently. I feel a disconnect between the 3 current spectrums of my life at the moment - Family, religion and him. In fact, they feel like 3 skew lines and I don't know what to do with them. I definitely can't give up my family. God is so real to me, I don't know how to live with Him. And yes things are not deep yet, but I don't want to give that up either. How can life ever be so complicated? My background vs my eternity vs my future. Does it make any sense?

I'm just escaping because I don't have a solution. How can one be so happy but yet so depressed at the same time? Am I going crazy?

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