In a drunken stupor (Part II)

It is getting addictive to feel tipsy at this hour of the night and hoping to write irresponsibly, finding myself yet again in the midst of this writing. Have totally lost sight of myself in the past years, after graduation, thinking that words have to be minced after becoming an adult. When you can't mince words, you try to be cryptic, hoping that you are the only one who knows what it's all about but then again letting others think that you're going through more than what it seems.

Still, at the age of 27, I still haven't found my answers, and am afraid it might be so even at my deathbed.

Dear God, please give me the faith / discipline / strength / wisdom to hold your word as truth. Strengthen us such that I will not waiver and grant us the grace such that I can shine as salt and light for You. Dear Lord, we know You will never put us through things and ordeals that we cannot handle. Still, I pray you will hold us closely to You, just as we yearn to be close. Dear Lord, You know we are willing to go through all ups and downs, all pain, as long as You will bring our loved ones to You. Because we know that the ultimate fulfillment and bliss can only be achieved through You. The ultimate eternity and abundant life can only be granted through You. I pray that You will grant us favour and here I commit our prayers to You, Amen.

God, You know how great the temptations are out there, and the more time past, the less the restraints are holding on. 全能的父，当我寄托于你，我不奢求自私的回报，只希望你能对挚爱的亲人宽容与祝福。就算是牺牲了自己，也希望挚爱的能得到永生。奉主耶稣基督的名，阿门。