Ugly.

Taking my CFA level 2 exam tomorrow. Very tempted not to go as I've already stopped any last minute attempts to study since last weekend. Suddenly remember what I meant by the whole examination experience last year was traumatic - why didn't I recall before signing up beginning of this year? Hmm...

Thought about it - guess I'm not really jaded, but just prodding along by the day aimlessly. Been thinking that I should turn over a fresh page when I complete my paper tomorrow, but guess if I had already decided on moving on, I don't have to landmark it with a particular day.

Been very lethargic, with work, and everything else in life. Think it's a quarter life lull. Finding myself with more and more inertia to get out of the "comfort zone". Getting more and more nonchalant about how people are, and finding it more tiring to care for others. Such is selfish.

Really need mind detox and revamption. Tsk tsk. Ugly.