How?

To be really honest, I don't know what to do with my life. Lost. There doesn't seem to be anything I really want. Can't remember when's the last time I did something with a lot of passion and determination. I just seem to be getting by the days. Counting down to I dunno what, and wasting time doing things I dunno why I'm doing. A classic product of the Singapore education system. Being in a rat race for so long and finally it ended with a question mark. Utterly depressed.